When to Go Back, When to Let Go?
Today, I am answering another Burning Question. Jessica asked about finding the balance between going back to old work or letting it go. She had read an author state that old work is the work of a younger you and you should move on from it. On the other hand, she'd also read interviews with many an author who spoke of working on a novel for years, setting it aside and then returning to it. So which approach is best?
Funny you should ask that, Jessica, as I've been spending spare moments working on organizing my office. A huge part of that chore has been to go through all my old work. I had stacks and folders and binders full of old stories, my MFA novel, and some half-completed projects. I also had even higher stacks of notes pertaining to these stories.
I put this off for weeks. I didn't want to face it, because I knew that it was time to let go of a lot of this stuff. (Note the photo of some of it piled on my office floor yesterday.) But finally, I screwed up my courage and did it. I was able to be ruthless, dumping most of the notes into the recycling bin. This was, after all the point. I'd been feeling as if all this old stuff was pinning me down, that the collective weight of the unfinished work was preventing new ideas from coming through. So I chucked much of it.
However–and this is a big however–I carefully put a copy of every old story, and the novel, into binders. I wanted to honor the work that I've done, the writer that I've been. As I did this, I re-read some of the stories. Most of them felt to me very much like the work of a younger writer and parts of them made me cringe. But some of them made me want to read more. The glimmer of interest was still there. If I were to write the story today, I'd write it much differently, perhaps even choose different characters, but the kernel that led me to the page was still compelling to me. I re-read bits and pieces of that old novel and subsequently entertained myself in my journal this morning by writing about how I would re-imagine this book if I ever decided to go back to it.
So my answer to the question of when to let go and when to go back is, it depends. I think that this is gong to be a very personal decision, and while some people are perfectly comfortable going back to a project, others might not be. But here are some guidelines to help you in that decision:
When you look back over an old story or project,
- Is there a spark?
- Does your heart leap?
- Does your brain immediately engage?
- Are you hooked into the narrative in any way?
If the answer to any one of these questions is yes, you might want to spend a little time exploring the old story and see where it leads. Just go back to it and see what happens, without expectation. Fool around a bit and see how you feel. If it doesn't go anywhere, fine, nothing is lost. (That's the great thing about writing–nothing is ever lost. Ever.)
But if you answered no to these questions, then the answer is clear. There's no oomph left in the project for you. File it away and forget about it. Let the space it took up in your brain be filled with new stories, books and ideas.
So that is my take on when to let go and when to go back. What do you guys think? Anyone have any good or bad experiences with going back to an old project?